There’s this weird feeling going on inside of me…

i’ve never felt it before

It feels a little heavy on my heart

a bit overwhelming

My natural instincts tell me to run when I’m scared

so i run

Here I am again.

i do a little more running

And there you are again

chasing me

You trying to make sense of me as I try and make sense of us.

here we go again, running round and round in circles

she’s no good for you, they say…

you need to be patient…

Little do they know how irrational I can be

I know things aren’t always perfect

but…

my hand fits in yours so perfectly

I’m not only completely myself when I’m with you, but I also have an urge to be even better

The way you make me laugh, uncontrollably, I can’t find the words to express how I love it so much

You accept me, all of me

but they say, you’re no good for me

and I ask, how so? Do they really know what happens inside our walls?

maybe it’s partially my fault

maybe I only share when I’m feeling insecure…

and that is all they see

because when I’m right with myself, I’m right with us

maybe, just maybe…I’m in love

Like a child learning to walk for the very first time

fearfull, excited and overwhelmed

Sometimes I fall, sometimes you fall, sometimes we fall

But you catch me, every time

And I catch you, every time

though they say, you’re no good for me

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