Well, looks like 2014 is just about over. Thank you, to everyone and everything that has happened this past year. I’ve had some great moments, made tons of memories. I’ve had some fall outs, hard times as well. BUT, I am grateful for all of it. Lessons learned. Still in that growing mode. I don’t believe in New Year Resolutions. I do what I have to do on a daily basis. If anything, I’m thankful to be alive and healthy coming into this new year. Actually, I have a cold I’ve been trying to get over. Still, I’m pretty healthy 🙂 My son is happy and in good health. So are the people in my life. Looking back on this past year, ROLLER COASTER! For sure. Eh, I’m aging as well, blah! LOL.
At this very moment in time, I feel like this coming year will be a year of a lot of seeds being planted. I have a major project in the works. Right now I’m doing a lot of researching, learning and outlining. Pretty soon I’ll be ready to start planting and watering. It feels like all of my hard work is taking me towards the direction I need to go. I’ve strayed into many different places…this time it’s different. Who knows, I may change my mind again. That’s OK too. Regardless, progress is progress.
I’m 33. By 35 big things need to happen. I’m dedicated to making the next couple of years filled with lots of work. No worries, I intend to have fun but it will be more like 65% work and 35% play. Always chasing the dream. SMH Sometimes I wonder why I try to do so much. Just recently I started redoing some steps from Think and Grow Rich. That’s a book I have to always re-read. I forgot how powerful it is. When I say the words out loud, I really believe it. I really feel it. I know for a fact that I am meant for great things. No doubt. I’m confident in that now. Before it was merely a wish, a dream. Now it’s a reality. Nothing is going to stop me from doing ALL the things that I want to do.
It’s an amazing feeling to finally believe in yourself. 100%. I think about all my struggles, failures, self doubt…gosh I’m so hard on myself. I see my accomplishments more clearly now. I know some hard times were meant to me make me stronger, to push me in the right direction. At the time it was hard, period. Boy coming out of it feels wondrous!
I have to read this every time I’m freaken out. EVERY TIME. It’s so important to remember that shit happens, but it’s not the end of the world. It ALWAYS gets better.
So…I’d like to wish everyone a safe and Happy New Year. May this year bring you great fortune. But, remember you must work hard as well. Have fun, keep a good balance. I will ring in the new year with my son, mom and closest friends. AND, I have the next 5 days off of work!!! It is much-needed and deserved 🙂 Fun, fun, fun! And I’ll be doing some side work, of course 🙂
Enjoy!!! Happy New Year! Bye 2014, hello 2015!!!!