I Still Think Of You

it’s been years…and I still think of you

it’s been years…and I still dream about you

this frustrating pull I have towards you…I can’t figure it out

you should be a distant memory

there is something about you…

like leaves changing colors during autumn

life begins to drain the green into shades that make up a roaring fire, powerful yet so subtle

the winds are cooler, winter is coming

I dread the cold but still, the transition is beautiful

I can feel that cool autumn breeze in which wears your face

your essence lingers, haunting me like a spirit with nowhere to go

mentally I don’t want you

but it seems my heart believes in a different story

foolish, my mind says

what am I to do?

I’m drawn to you like a moth drawn to light

but… I also know the burning consequences if I get too close

I still think of you…

of what was, of what could have been

quietly… I hold you close

wishing you well

that you’re blossoming and finding your way

becoming the woman you were meant to be

I still think of you…

and probably will always

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About me…let’s see….I would say I am a TRUE Virgo. If you knew me, then you would so agree. There are quite a few things I care deeply about. Off the top of my head, I would say with much passion, my family, friends, the environment and world peace. Oh and animals. Can't forget them. I think I love animals more than most humans, lol. I believe it’s important to surround yourself with good people. Be picky with who you let in your circle. The environment, the earth does not belong to us. We are merely just visiting for a period of time. So lets no abuse it. World peace, that’s a hard one. It’s not a perfect world, but wouldn't it be wonderful if every child, women and man were safe? We can’t change the world and every single soul living on earth. But one person can make a great difference in the surroundings in which they live. Wouldn't you agree? Let’s not forget what fuels my soul, music. It speaks for me when I can’t. It expresses my feelings when I am unaware of what they are. It has a way of lifting my spirits when I am down. It has this magical power that is able to touch my heart with just lyrics alone. I wouldn't know what I would do without it. Poetry, I love poetry. In all forms...written or spoken. I think that's it :) Wait, then there is God, the source of everything. Astrology, quantum physics, Abraham Hicks, Agape...I should just end this now, LOL.

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