If Only…

February 2, 2023.Reading time 3 minutes.

I reflect on how things ended. On all the mistakes I made. There were so many. I cringe, replaying the things I said to you. I was so insecure. Pointing fingers at you when I couldn’t have my way. Criticizing instead of taking responsibility. All to relieve the smallness I felt about myself. If only […]

There’s a lot of advice on how to heal. The truth is, there is one thing that matters most.

October 9, 2019.Reading time 1 minute.

That is…YOU WANT TO HEAL. There is no question as to how much you’re going to struggle. I promise you, you will fall down many times. You will fall back into old patterns. You will fall in and out of emotional instability. And all that is okay. If you truly desire to heal, you’ll always […]

I Still Think Of You

June 9, 2019.Reading time 1 minute.

it’s been years…and I still think of you it’s been years…and I still dream about you this frustrating pull I have towards you…I can’t figure it out you should be a distant memory there is something about you… like leaves changing colors during autumn life begins to drain the green into shades that make up […]