The Silver Lining

The Silver lining: A comforting or hopeful aspect of an otherwise desperate or unhappy situation.

You must read in between the lines to understand a difficult person, a broken person.

She may be as hard as steel on the outside but as soft as melted chocolate on the inside.

Don’t be fooled by the expression of her blank face…pain runs deep within but she’s not brave enough to show it.

Tears make her feel naked.

Vulnerability  is a sure way to a broken heart.

Showing weakness means the possibility of being deceived.

She’s damaged and isn’t even aware how much.

Can’t get through? The wall seems only a dream can conquer?

You want to give up because you’re tired. You feel weak, unable to speak. You’re all out of words, there is no more convincing left…oh how much you love this woman. Anything you’ll do for her…protect, adore, remain faithful…she is the only one.

But still, there seems to be no light in her tunnel.

Thoughts of her use to be beautiful, colorful. Her eyes were once warm, her smile use to light up your life. Now, it’s cold, it’s dark. Clouds hover over you, sometimes you’re lucky and the light peaks through a little. When you hear her laugh, when she looks at you like she once did, when it was new and wonderful…before fear arose, before it all became so intense, you remember why you fell in love. You remember who she really is. A beautiful girl who was given a life she didn’t ask for. A damaged girl.

There is a silver lining, there always is. It just depends, are you that hope, that rock she needs to finally feel safe? With that leaves the unknown, you don’t really know. What are you to do? Walk away because you’ve tried and tried? Or stay and remain hopeful, sacrificing your own happiness in hopes things will change…she will change? 

Now that’s a dilemma… 😦

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About me…let’s see….I would say I am a TRUE Virgo. If you knew me, then you would so agree. There are quite a few things I care deeply about. Off the top of my head, I would say with much passion, my family, friends, the environment and world peace. Oh and animals. Can't forget them. I think I love animals more than most humans, lol. I believe it’s important to surround yourself with good people. Be picky with who you let in your circle. The environment, the earth does not belong to us. We are merely just visiting for a period of time. So lets no abuse it. World peace, that’s a hard one. It’s not a perfect world, but wouldn't it be wonderful if every child, women and man were safe? We can’t change the world and every single soul living on earth. But one person can make a great difference in the surroundings in which they live. Wouldn't you agree? Let’s not forget what fuels my soul, music. It speaks for me when I can’t. It expresses my feelings when I am unaware of what they are. It has a way of lifting my spirits when I am down. It has this magical power that is able to touch my heart with just lyrics alone. I wouldn't know what I would do without it. Poetry, I love poetry. In all forms...written or spoken.

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