It’s been quite some time since I last thought of you. Reasons unknown to me, my subconscious felt I needed to feel some feelings again. Feelings I haven’t felt… to be honest, since you.
How are you? Last I saw, from my stalking Instagram days (readers, don’t pretend like you all don’t do it, LOL), you were getting married and possibly having a baby. I’m surprised by the path you chose, still, as I think about it now. I ponder on how it all happened so quickly. And how your love for me was replaced so easily. Then I think about how difficult I was at times. And how insane you drove me. Yet, there was so much laughter. Emotions that were genuine. Love that was pure.
I suppose, reluctantly, we just weren’t meant to move forward together in this life. It was a hard pill to swallow for me. I can’t say for certain, but I believe it was hard for you as well.
Another Dear John letter? Joey for you, 😉 I can’t remember if I’ve written one to you before. I’m sure I have. Wanted to let you know, Dear Joey, you haven’t been forgotten. Whether you care or not, that doesn’t matter. I went with my intuition. It brought me here on this Thursday morning. Inspired, writing about you.
There are some individuals we’d love to never think of again. Some that just leave a bitter taste in your mouth. With you, it’s nothing but fond memories. I shake my head, and then smile 😊
I do hope you’re happy and life has been kind ❤️