Rebirth

Rebirth… Who knew I’d experience this so much in my life. What is rebirth? I guess in theory it’s growth. We’re always ascending. Well… I guess I can’t speak for everyone but for most. The level of growth as well as pain is different for everyone. I have countless diaries, journals, poetry that has aspired from soul, to heart, to mind, to paper that transcends from the endurance of pushing through life. I think of bits and pieces of situations I hated. Of things that caused me pain. I can recall all the questions, all the why’s and wishing for things to be different. And NOW, I smile. Even laugh a little. Why? Because now I know. It’s true when people say there’s a reason for everything. I’m grateful to be able to come out of all the hardships I’ve experienced with a smile still. So… since I’m writing this on my phone, this will be one big paragraph because I’m lazy πŸ˜‚ This past year I’ve grown so much spiritually. I’ve gone astrology crazy as well. If you don’t think the universe writes a good chunk of your life, think again. Yes we have free will, but the energies that the universe puts out… you can really use it as a guide in your life. It can help you understand and overcome just about anything if you’re open to it. You can’t be negative and narrowed minded and expect the universe to help you. The poor me mentality doesn’t work either, OK? The past 3 years have been a roller coaster. No exaggeration. I’ve realized recently, thanks to spirit and astrology, I was meant to go through every single thing that happened. Like it has made me grow so much. Just when I think I know it all…the universe throws another football at the back of my head as I’m walking away. Basically saying you’re not done yet πŸ˜… I guess no breaks unless it says so. Finally though, I feel like I’m just about done with this transition of growing pains. I’ve recently hit my bottom I believe. Now… it’s time to get back up. Granted some things may continue to tug at me… won’t mention his name πŸ˜‡ but he just like I, have growing pains as well. Hmmmmm… What do I feel…? I’m trying to find the words……………………………WHOLE…….I feel whole again. I was lost a bit. New relationships, new job, new circumstances. A lot has happened to me. Don’t get me wrong… I’ve had great moments as well. But a part of me kind of went missing. I suppose that’s what happens when you’re rebirthing. The universe was preparing me for the next step. The next chapter in my life. Deep down, from the depths of my soul I feel it. The tide turns now and I couldn’t be more excited. Lately I’ve been exfoliating. Letting go of people, things. Decluttering my home, organizing… letting go of the old and welcoming the new. This past weekend I worked my butt off. Cleared out two rooms and repainted finally. I’ve always wanted my bedroom maroon. Don’t ask me why it took 3 years to do it, lol. I’m pretty proud of myself. It brings joy to my eyes when I walk in there now πŸ˜‚ The simple things in life right?!  Anyways… So yeah. Is anyone else feeling this way???  Like have you gone through so much shit and FINALLY you feel the new you? Better, wiser and stronger you??? Feels amazing doesn’t it? The struggles are real and they will CONTINUE to come. But the spirit is strong and can conquer all πŸ™Œ Faith, in yourself is EVERYTHING. All great things happen in divine timing with effort, an open mind and heart. Till next time… Xoxo. The rebirth! 😁

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