My creativity went on a little vacation…

OK…I haven’t been able to get back into the grind of writing. Maybe just too much going on? Work has been crazy, like extremely. Then there is home life, school…and I try to squeeze in a good time here and there. I’m just so exhausted! Annnnd, it’s almost Christmas! So chaotic right now. But, then again busy is good. Keeps the mind and body going. I think I’m ready for a little calmness in my life though. This past year has been go, go, go. I think just recently I was like…I need to slow down. I’ve had a great year, no doubt. But…I can honestly say I’ve slacked on some very important things. I’m not gonna beat myself up about it. I kind of had to find myself in a way again. Just ME, by myself. I’m good now 🙂 It’s back to my passion. My creativity went on a little vacation, LOL.

Yesterday as I was driving home, I was thinking about all the content I lost this past year. There were a few posts that really stood out. When I thought of them I felt instant pressure to my heart. I wished there was a way for me to get them back. Then I talked myself out of feeling like shit and moving on.

Now, I just have to get back into the groove. I love to write. It’s my thing. Poetry, I miss it. Like art, I love creating it. I haven’t done much of it as of late. And music, I’ve been meaning to start framing my records but I haven’t made the time. I miss all of it. When I’m not being creative, my soul feels lost. Like I feel incomplete, something is missing. I’ve also slacked on my mission…the whole global change thing. But its work. Longer hours, longer work weeks have made it challenging. This year I couldn’t take any time off to volunteer for Thanksgiving. Christmas…that’s still in the air. Hopefully it slows down and I can take some time off. We’ll see.

Anyways, so yeah. I’m feeling like my waves need some settling. Oh, and summer has gone and I miss the beaches so much 😦 Winter is nice…but I much prefer the sun shinning and blue skies. You know what Mr. Rohn says…something about planting your seeds in the fall so it can bloom in the spring. Something like that, LOL. If you’re a fan of him you know exactly what I’m talking about. That’s what I’ll be focusing on these next few months. Planting my seeds.

New Years is coming up. I love New years. One more last big party for a while 🙂 Work hard, play hard remember? I’m aware that there is a fine balance between the two. I wonder how this year is gonna be for me. I really need to adapt the whatever happens – happens mind frame. I really do just think too damn much. But, who would I be if I didn’t??? Haha

Anyways, hope all is well in your world. Don’t forget to help those less fortunate. A lot of people would kill to have what most of us have. I’m sure we can give a little, yes? Time, items, or money…any little helps. Check out your local food banks and shelters. They need plenty of help.                                                              I wish you a loved filled Christmas. Happy holidays!!!

Here’s a great song I’d like you to hear…very touching. 

Compassion is key to having a better world.
Compassion is key to having a better world.

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About me…let’s see….I would say I am a TRUE Virgo. If you knew me, then you would so agree. There are quite a few things I care deeply about. Off the top of my head, I would say with much passion, my family, friends, the environment and world peace. Oh and animals. Can't forget them. I think I love animals more than most humans, lol. I believe it’s important to surround yourself with good people. Be picky with who you let in your circle. The environment, the earth does not belong to us. We are merely just visiting for a period of time. So lets no abuse it. World peace, that’s a hard one. It’s not a perfect world, but wouldn't it be wonderful if every child, women and man were safe? We can’t change the world and every single soul living on earth. But one person can make a great difference in the surroundings in which they live. Wouldn't you agree? Let’s not forget what fuels my soul, music. It speaks for me when I can’t. It expresses my feelings when I am unaware of what they are. It has a way of lifting my spirits when I am down. It has this magical power that is able to touch my heart with just lyrics alone. I wouldn't know what I would do without it. Poetry, I love poetry. In all forms...written or spoken. I think that's it :) Wait, then there is God, the source of everything. Astrology, quantum physics, Abraham Hicks, Agape...I should just end this now, LOL.

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