Wherever you are, know that I am waiting for you.

I fill my time with possible YOUS. Hoping one day it’s actually YOU.

Until then, I go on wondering will this be the day?

the day I no longer have to filter through photos…have meaningless conversations…force things that were never meant to be.

I’m not much for casual, despise wasting my time.

Seriously, where the heck are you? Is it you or I that needs more growing? I’m starting to think, maybe not in this lifetime.

So what now?

Humans naturally long for connection. Do I settle for almost? Can I find contentment in comfort?

I really wish you would just show up. Actually, I take that back. I know better. I rather we both be ready. I want to experience the whole you. And I wouldn’t want to give any less of my best self to you.

I will continue my journey in the solace of knowing you are out there, somewhere.

Wherever you are, know that I’m with you. Waiting. If not in this life time, then the next.