Ponder, Ponder

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I’m a ponderer. I have a lot to ponder about. Like…what is the purpose of life? Like…why doesn’t everyone have clean water on earth when we’ve created straws with filters? Yes…I know, I know…but it’s hard for me to comprehend.

So many things to ponder on…ponder, ponder.

There’s this gentleman I know. We have quite a bit to talk about when we see each other. He knows me to be the “over-thinker.” He’s amused by my need to discover the secrets of the universe. Wanna know what amuses me about him? He’s a Sagittarius. Very easy going and has a zest for life. Nothing really bothers him. But that’s not what amuses me. He says, “I can just sit down and think about nothing. I’m like…how is that possible? He swears it. I just can’t believe it. I wonder what that’s like…to have absolutely nothing on your mind. I mean, is that even possible?

Hmmm….ponder, ponder…what would it be like to have zero thoughts???

Sleeping is a restful state, right? When our cells rejuvenate themselves? Unfortunately for me, these past couples of years my dreams have been so vivid it feels like I didn’t sleep enough. I wake up like this

As if I’ve been up living another life in another dimension. Although 🤔 I did have a dream recently that lead to a book idea 👏😁 Kudos!

Dolores Cannon says when we sleep, we’re actually Astro traveling. I ask myself, why wasn’t I like this before? Studies show that everyone dreams. You may not remember it but you do. Why do I remember so much now? My thoughts are….maybe because I am “awake?” Spiritually that is. My world has cracked open tremendously these past few years. I can’t conjure up another explanation.

So yeah, once your mind opens up so does your heart. Or maybe it’s the other way around HMMM yeah, I think it’s the other way. It wasn’t until I got my heart broken into a million pieces that lead me to do my Dark Knight of the Soul work. The flood gates opened after that and here I am…still doing the work. I use to think I knew what life was about, I was so wrong.

Anyways…enough ranting for now, I have to go ponder some more 😬😁

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