Waiting…

We’re always waiting… Waiting for the right time, the right circumstances, the right reason. I find myself, always waiting. Why? Why am I always waiting? What makes me think I have all the time in the world to do the things I want? Why do I keep putting off that trip? Why do I keep putting off the necessary steps to living the life I truly desire?

I’ve been sick and in bed for the past five days. That means I’ve had too much time to think 😂 Pay attention to the signs… the messages… Ann, I have. Ann is an astrologer I follow. She’s always telling me to do something 😑 Oh and Nadiya, I’ve been careful with all my public social media sites as well. I’m listening so please, bring me some results!

Anyways, back to the point. As I’ve spent a good amount of time alone with my thoughts, I started asking myself a lot of questions. Like why have I been sick so much these past 6 months. I’m normally a very healthy person. So frustrating! I’m a horrible sick person, 😈 horns emerge. But I figured it out. It’s stress. I’ve been under so much stress that my eating habits have changed as well as my workout routines. Geez I’m a mess, lol. But I’ve come past all that. I think this is just the last lesson. And that is to get back to taking care of ME. In all areas. I got it universe.         Besides the sickness, I was thinking about work. Thinking of what I want, my calling, how to get there,  etc… and then I was like – WHY am I not there yet?  I’m not gonna go on and on with the excuses. I’m done with that. So… What’s the cold hard truth?  FEAR. Well… you know what fear? F YOU. I’m done with you. From this moment on, I will conquer every corner, every crack, every bits and pieces of you. The battle begins.

No more waiting for the right time, place, thing or person. I don’t need someone to travel the world with me. I don’t need a huge audience to start video blogging. I don’t need thousands of dollars or fancy things to start putting my work out there. The time is now people. No more waiting around. Time waits for no one. It’s time we stop with the excuses and so called busy work. It’s time to start living how we want NOW. No more f*en waiting.

Just do it, life is short.
Just do it, life is short.

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About me…let’s see….I would say I am a TRUE Virgo. If you knew me, then you would so agree. There are quite a few things I care deeply about. Off the top of my head, I would say with much passion, my family, friends, the environment and world peace. Oh and animals. Can't forget them. I think I love animals more than most humans, lol. I believe it’s important to surround yourself with good people. Be picky with who you let in your circle. The environment, the earth does not belong to us. We are merely just visiting for a period of time. So lets no abuse it. World peace, that’s a hard one. It’s not a perfect world, but wouldn't it be wonderful if every child, women and man were safe? We can’t change the world and every single soul living on earth. But one person can make a great difference in the surroundings in which they live. Wouldn't you agree? Let’s not forget what fuels my soul, music. It speaks for me when I can’t. It expresses my feelings when I am unaware of what they are. It has a way of lifting my spirits when I am down. It has this magical power that is able to touch my heart with just lyrics alone. I wouldn't know what I would do without it. Poetry, I love poetry. In all forms...written or spoken.

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