I Get Nervous When You Come Around

I get nervous when you come around I get nervous…when I see you across the room I get nervous…when you look at me I get nervous…when you speak to me… I can’t seem to keep my voice from shaking I’m so embarrassed. A blast from the past? because I feel like a schoolgirl with a…

She is the tortured artist…

There is darkness. Pain. Loneliness. Fear. She is just too delicate to know this kind of suffering so well. Her mind wanders from home to the ends of the earth. She never stops wandering. I know that place. It’s cold. Filled with ghosts from the past. They haunt her. She’s scared. She’s one lonely girl….

She fears it. The undertones are unknown.

She fears the ocean even though her soul connects with the depths of the sea. The undertones are unknown. The sun gives beauty to the rippling waters masking what lies beneath all that glory. The thrashing of the current brings her strength while leaving goosebumps throughout her body. She fears it… but needs it at…