If Only…

I reflect on how things ended. On all the mistakes I made. There were so many. I cringe, replaying the things I said to you. I was so insecure. Pointing fingers at you when I couldn’t have my way. Criticizing instead of taking responsibility. All to relieve the smallness I felt about myself. If only […]

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Dear Joey

Dear Joey, It’s been quite some time since I last thought of you. Reasons unknown to me, my subconscious felt I needed to feel some feelings again. Feelings I haven’t felt… to be honest, since you. How are you? Last I saw, from my stalking Instagram days (readers, don’t pretend like you all don’t do […]

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What I’ve Learned That Matters Most, at 40 years old.

Drumroll please… LOVE. It’s love between you and another soul. It’s the love between my son and I. The love between the pets that I’ve adopted. The love between the friends I chose to have. The love shared with lovers that have come and gone. It’s love of life. Love of sunsets and sun rises. […]

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