When you’re in a state of isolation you start to wonder…what is going on with me? Am I depressed? You no longer enjoy people and things that you once did. Why? I think we internally know when there is a real problem. Maybe you’re not depressed. It could be that you’ve just changed. You’ve outgrown the same old conversations. Friday nights home seem so much more appealing than out mingling with the same old crowd. Time has become much more valuable to you. The thought of wasting it away with people and things that are unimportant is like asking for dark clouds at the beach while in flip-flops. If these feelings resonate with you, you are not depressed.
You’ve changed…A shift starts to happen and everything around you changes. You’ll question everyone in your life. Your goals, dreams and even habits. Your thought process has elevated. You may even go through a state of loneliness and vacillate between – is there something wrong with me? Or am I just tired of the same old shit?
Could I really be at the dawning of a new world for myself?
Are you listening to your heart? It will tell you the truth.
Your once familiar life becomes empty as you do a massive overhaul of what was. Life and its lessons have forced you to move into a higher plane. Because you’ve been open and receptive to all the universe has been teaching you…a light has been shined upon you to have and be so much more.
This process probably hasn’t been easy. You’ve probably had to leave those you once loved behind. Not everyone is fortunate enough to get to a place of wholeness. And as you walk away…you know you’re walking in the right direction. You can feel it.
You’re socially selective now because YOU ARE the 5 people you spend most of your time with. You are no longer afraid to say no, turning your back and shutting the door behind you. Why would you ever carry someone’s darkness when you’ve worked so hard to lighten up your own?
The future is bright, full of abundance. Peace and good energy run through you like never before.
There is a new wave forming and you’ve been preparing. Setting the sails with the tide. And that sailboat, not everyone will make it on. Definitely not baggage from the past. There is no longer any room for the un-necessaries.
Those who strive to become their highest self will filter through many people, jobs, and even environments before they get to their soul family/purpose. There will be a lot of hellos and goodbyes because we’re always in search of fulfilling our destiny. If you are feeling a little lost and lonely, know it’s only because you have changed..for the better. Maturing into your true authentic self. You should be so proud. Get excited, you’ve earned it.