If Only…

I reflect on how things ended. On all the mistakes I made. There were so many. I cringe, replaying the things I said to you. I was so insecure. Pointing fingers at you when I couldn’t have my way. Criticizing instead of taking responsibility. All to relieve the smallness I felt about myself. If only […]

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Wherever You Are

Wherever you are, know that I am waiting for you. I fill my time with possible YOUS. Hoping one day it’s actually YOU. Until then, I go on wondering will this be the day? the day I no longer have to filter through photos…have meaningless conversations…force things that were never meant to be. I’m not […]

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her

i think about the scent of her hair how it rests behind her shoulders how dark and beautiful it is she keeps it long and safe the colors don’t change like leaves in autumn her clothes are shades of black and grey with the occasional hues of red and tan i’ve never seen her in […]

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